Love first, health, wealth and happiness follow

"A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous."
--Ingrid Bergmen

Things have progressed over the past few weeks. Quit drinking, been swimming and getting healthy to overcome the desire to drink. This is giving me more confidence in my appearance. I have never had much problem attracting women even when unhealthy as they get to know me they become attracted to my intelligence. However I have an idea of someone I am looking for. Sometimes though, especially me included, will sometimes obsess on one person or thing and want to own it. This is not always possible. For example, I was at a few yoga classes and in my quest for figuring out the type of woman I wanted I was looking at some of these yoga instructors and the aura the exuded and was thinking, "I gotta get me one of those".
Not that one in particular, but someone like that. I know what you are thinking, I am a man and thinking, they can sure bend in some amazing ways. Its funny I think, but thats not it at all. Its the loving spiritual side that is there. In tune, as I like to say. Everyone has there problems I tend to be able to read em like a book. Many of the instuctors have there own and it is likely there own search for healing that has given the interest to devoting their lives to teaching what they have learned.
So guess what? I go to an alcoholics meeting and meet an old friend who is an (ex) yoga instructor. hmm. No wedding ring. I have a couple rules. I don't go for someone who is married as it is suggested if you seek political stature you don't go for married women and I have broke this rule in the past and gave me at least seven years of suffering. She has no wedding ring. But I am not going to make the mistakes I have in the past and obsess to much. Don't really need a restraining order. haha. Almost had one before a long time ago so now I probably a little to hesitant to make a move. We'll figure it out. The other rule is though is that I don't want a woman who wants me for my money. I get scared off easy when asked what I do for a living. I have the capacity to make money but the perfect woman would be one who wants me for me. The wealth will be as easy as it is to bring a smile to her face.
The one other thing you have to realize when you seek wealth and someone is though, is that it might not be the particular individual that you desire. But someone like them. Not everyone can have Angelina Jolie, but YOUR Angelina Jolie might be right in front of you, AND with enough love you can help her reach her dreams that will engulf you with a passion that will be far more powerful than what you thought you had when you dreamed of the girl on T.V. or someone elses wife, or whatever.
So...it might not be her, but I am getting closer to building an image of what I want out of love. I hope it is though. Nuff said.

"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."
--Robert Heinlein